Wednesday, April 30, 2003

Suddenly I got a fever. Ohh ... I felt drowsy , sleepy and cannot think much. Fortunately the tutorial today for ECE4503 is CanCelled. I just printed out my business subject assignment and submit into the IT faculty's pigeon hole. IT faculty is a bit different. After the deadline the pigeon hole will be 'sealed' with a paper ( they paste a paper at the hole saying "deadline has reached - please hand in your assignment to the office/reception").

I slept for 1.5 hours . The fever has gone a bit. Alhamdulillah.

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

I felt very happy.My mum,dad and my sis called me. It was very hard to get through the overseas network fom Australia. I think soooooooo many people are using phonecards to call overseas :)

Now . I am relaxing ... watching You Are Under Arrest Drama. It was not as good as its manga/comic .My rating : 3/5 ^_^

My eyes are better now. Hopefully it will fully recover by tomorrow. Alhamdulillah ... I am so happy today.
Nie adalah satu puisi yang patut kita renungkan :)

= BILA AL-QURAN MULA BEBICARA =
Waktu engkau masih kanak-kanak.............
kau laksana kawan sejatiku
Dengan wudu', Aku kau sentuh
dalam keadaan suci, Aku kau pegang
Aku,kau junjung dan kau pelajari
Aku engkau baca dengan suara lirih atau pun keras setiap hari
Setelah selesai engkau menciumku mesra

Sekarang engkau telah dewasa..............
Nampaknya kau sudah tak berminat lagi padaku...
Apakah Aku bahan bacaan usang yang tinggal sejarah...?
Menurutmu, mungkin aku bahan bacaan
yang tidak menambah pengetahuanmu
Atau, menurutmu aku hanya untuk anak kecil yang belajar mengaji.......
Sekarang, Aku tersimpan rapi sekali;
sehingga engkau lupa di mana Aku tersimpan
Aku sudah engkau anggap hanya sebagai pngisi setormu.

Kadang kala Aku dijadikan mas kawin agar engkau dianggap bertaqwa
Atau Aku kau buat penangkal untuk menakuti iblis dan syaitan
Kini Aku lebih banyak tersingkir, dibiarkan dalam kesendirian , kesepian.
Di dalam almari, di dalam laci, aku engkau pendamkan.
Dulu...pagi-pagi...surah-surah yang ada padaku
engkau baca beberapa halaman.
Di waktu petang, Aku kau baca beramai-ramai
bersama temanmu di surau.....

Sekarang...seawal pagi sambil minum kopi...
engkau baca surat khabar dahulu
Waktu lapang engkau membaca buku karangan manusia
Sedangkan Aku yang berisi ayat-ayat yang datang
dari Allah Azzawajalla,
Engkau engkau abaikan dan engkau lupakan...

Waktu berangkat kerja pun kadang engkau lupa baca pembuka
surah2ku(Bismillah).
Di dalam perjalanan engkau lebih asyik menikmati musik duniawi
Tidak ada kaset yang berisi ayat Allah
yang terdapat di dalam keretamu
Sepanjang perjalanan,
radiomu selalu tertuju ke stasyen radio kesukaanmu
Mengasyikkan.

Di meja kerjamu tidak ada Aku untuk kau baca
sebelum kau mulai kerja
Di Komputermu pun kau putar musik favoritmu
Jarang sekali engkau putar ayat-ayatku.........
E-mail temanmu yang ada ayat-ayatku pun kau abaikan
Engkau terlalu sibuk dengan urusan dunia mu
Benarlah dugaanku bahawa
engkau kini sudah benar-benar hampir melupaiku


Bila malam tiba engkau tahan bersekang mata
berjam-jam di depan TV.
Menonton siaran telivisyen
Di depan komputer berjam-jam engkau betah duduk
Hanya sekedar membaca berita murahan dan gambar sampah
Waktupun cepat berlalu.........
Aku semakin kusam dalam laci-laci mu
Mengumpul debu atau mungkin dimakan hama

Seingatku, hanya awal Ramadhan engkau membacaku kembali
Itupun hanya beberapa lembar dariku.
Dengan suara dan lafadz yang tidak semerdu dulu
Engkaupun kini terangkak-rangkak ketika membacaku
Atau waktu kematian saudara atau taulan mu

Bila engkau di kubur sendirian menunggu sampai kiamat tiba
Engkau akan diperiksa oleh para malaikat suruhanNya
Apakah TV, radio ,hiburan atau komputer dapat menolong kamu?
Yang pasti ayat-ayat Allah s.w.t yang ada padaku menolong mu
Itu janji Tuhanmu, Allah s.w.t

Sekarang engkau begitu enteng membuang waktumu...
Setiap saat berlalu...
Dan akhirnya.....
kubur yang setia menunggu mu...........
Engkau pasti kembali, kembali kepada Tuhanmu

Jika Aku engkau baca selalu dan engkau hayati...
Di kuburmu nanti....
Aku akan datang sebagai pemuda gagah nan tampan.
Yang akan membantu engkau membela diri
Dalam perjalanan ke alam akhirat.
Dan Akulah "Al-Qur'an",kitab sucimu
Yang senantiasa setia menemani dan melindungimu.

Peganglah Aku kembali.. .. bacalah aku kembali aku setiap hari.
Karena ayat-ayat yang ada padaku adalah ayat-ayat suci.
Yang berasal dari Allah Azzawajalla
Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha Pemurah
Yang disampaikan oleh Jibril melalui Rasulmu
Keluarkanlah segera Aku dari almari, lacimu.......
Letakkan aku selalu di depan meja kerjamu.
Agar engkau senantiasa mengingat Tuhanmu.
Sentuhilah Aku kembali...

Baca dan pelajari lagi Aku....
Setiap datangnya pagi, petang dan malam hari
walau secebis ayat
Seperti dulu.... Waktu engkau masih kecil
Di surau kecil kampungmu yang damai
Jangan aku engkau biarkan aku sendiri....
Dalam bisu dan sepi....

( dieditkan oleh senaki )

Interview .... menyedihkan. Demonstrator tak kasi muka pun. Tensen aku! .... sabar la wahai diriku .... bantulah aku wahai tuhanku...

Esok ada lagi assignment. Minggu nie macam tak berhenti jer assignment aku nie :)

Monday, April 28, 2003

Hari nie memang meletihkan. Otak ku digunakan sehabis habisan untuk menyiapkan code untuk assignment ECE4705 aku.

... namun , aku tak berjaya untuk menyiapkannya jua. Ramai student lain yang menerima nasib yang sama. Aku rasa aku hanya siap 45%-55% sahaja. Memang assignment yang susah.

... Esok ada interview berkenaan assignment nie. :[ ..... bersabarlah wahai diriku ...

Tadi aku dapat surat dari keluarga angkat (yang kat Kampung padang lati,bachok) . Aku rasa Nomi yang tulis ... (ye la , adik2 dia kecik lagi :) ) . Aku terharu sebab famili kat sana masih ingat kat aku dan masih hantar surat kat aku ....

Mata aku bertambah sakit. Dah pegi jumpa doktor . Dapat ointment mata. Ingatlah , bukan ubat yang menyembuhkan , tapi Allah !
Kalau tak berkurang jugak ... khamis ni doktor tu suruh jumpa dia semula ... Dr Susan Gordon ( kena ingat nama dia sebab takleh jumpa doktor lain) ...
hari nie rasanyer tension jugak . Assignment masih tak siap2 ..... memang payah assignment ni nampaknya. Aku akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk siapkan apa yang aku mampu.

Esok ada interview pasal assignment nie pulak. Lusa ada dua assignment lagi due ....

Ya Allah , tabahkan hatiku ini ....

Sunday, April 27, 2003

Aku rase pagi nie mata aku sakit lagi. Ingat tadi aku boleh bersemangat . Tapi elok gak kena sakit nie. Bukankah nie salah satu cara untuk kafarahkan dosa2 kita?

Assignment ..... ampunilah dosaku wahai tuhanku andaikata assigment ini melalaikan daku , dan jauhilah ia dari melalaikan daku .....

... Ada lebih banyak tanngungjawab yang masih aku belum sempurnakan .....
This morning I feel a bit refreshed! Must psyche myself for today! Ganbatte!

Saturday, April 26, 2003

I had sore eyes now. After all out doing the assignment. from 1pm -5 pm and 9pm till 11pm. I think I can't look into any computer for now... got to take a loong rest :)
There was a meeting for Autumn Gathering committees this morning. It was just for post mortem and after that we had lunch. Zaizul and co. bought 'coburg fried chicken'. It was similar to KFC!

Hmmm ... cakap melayu lah pulak. Pagi tadi aku defrag hard drive aku. Alhamdulillah , dapat defrag dengan selamat :)

Petang pulak aku buat ECE4705 assignment kat comp. lab . pening kepala betul..... malam nie nak sambung ngan assignment ECE4503 pulak....

Friday, April 25, 2003

hmmm .... I think this weblog will ended up in Bahasa Melayu -----^_^-----
Hari nie lawan bola ngan junior MARA. Laju gak mereka nie main. Hish .... rasa cam dah tua lak .... sememangnyer usia kita makin meningkat , tapi kita tak sedar :)
online Groups untuk team pasukan bola yang aku suka :
Clayzio official punyer markazZ
now ... I am not studying at all . I am just chatting with my friend. She is stressed and I felt sorry for her. I don't know what to do to cheer her up. I wish I can :)

This evening I might go to play soccer . The team asked me to play....
This morning I did my assignment again. This time it is more tiring. I started at 9.20 am and stop at 12 noon. ECE4705 is becoming more and more complex.

ECE4705 ? go to here ECE4705 homepage ... the username is ECE4705 and password is egan . Now got to to solat Jumaat . :)

Do your best , kamal san!

Thursday, April 24, 2003

Fssshhhh ... (sound of fried brain).... I am tired for today. Too much load for my brain. The ECE4705 is more tedious than i expected.

There is something that popped into my mind.it is about friends.... as I was doing my assignment with my friends.

Mum has told me, there are friends and there are also acquaintance. We can meet a lot of acquaintance but quite hard to find friends. Acquaintance are the ones who only 'be friend' with you if the 'friendship' will benefit him. If you are not useful to him , he will be in a distance from you and he don't care about your welfare .As long he is ok(even though something bad happened to you), that's fine with him .

Friends are the ones who be friend with you with true friendship.Friends care each other and tolerate each other. Friends will sacrifice himself for his friend. They don't expect anything for the good things they did for you.

That's why I value friendship ...... when I found one ...
Updated iKomik.Feel sleepy now. Hmm .... better do a bit on my assignment before I commence my sleep :)

Wednesday, April 23, 2003

Just returned from Autumn Gathering!

I am tired but I felt very happy. This gathering was the best among all Autumn GAtherings since my first year! Most of the participant are juniors except me , Zaizul and Ilmi ... only three ....

He he .. this reminds me of the story of 'aku dan dia' in ikomik's website ... but not my story yet :) ... click on these numbers to read it! 1 2 3 4

Well , got to rush with my assignment! Ganbatte ! DO the best for Allah!

Monday, April 21, 2003

Today is the day! I am going to Autumn Gathering 2003! My last Autumn gathering here,insya-Allah .... it brings me a lot of memories . Autumn Gathering also was my first gathering that I attend in Australia and starting point of my understanding of what Islam is :>

Last night Nazif(my senior - JPA) and Harris(Pet Junior) came aand stayed overnight. They were tired but happpy .

I am going at 9.30 am from Clayton!

Sunday, April 20, 2003

Huh ... I didn't do the blogging yesterday. I was really tired after the soccer match. Our result was lose-draw-draw-lose in 4 matches. Hence , we are not qualified to semi-finals.

TOday I went to the city to hear some Islamic talk. He he ... it was very nice . Tonight , two people from Adelaide will come to my house :)

Friday, April 18, 2003

Today played soccer. Training to be exact. I am player no. 5. Defender . Right Back. Tomorrow , tournament of Easter :)

ECE4705 assignment . Not much progress. Discuss a lot but not much result ^_^!

WAtched Umi ga kikoeru. A love story. Nice. From Ghibli Studios. It reminds me of my life in high school . Similar to the main character in the story .... but does not end up like him though :) .... he ended up very nicely, but me ... a different ending . Huh ..... life will go on .....

Thursday, April 17, 2003

Ohayou!
Today got Naruto chapter 162-164! :) I want to read it later on !

Wednesday, April 16, 2003

Alhamdulillah , got new camera from a friend! Just simple Nikon camera. I think it is Zoom200 AF. A compact camera.
Well, got to do my thesis work and biomed assignment!

Oh, today I got another assignment. From ECE4503. Need to submit a report. This means 4 assignments to be submitted after easter !

Tuesday, April 15, 2003

today ... more to do for the assignment ! It is very cold today.

I am full now. Eat some at the masjid and my room mate gave me kebab. ALhamdulillah ... errrrp!
YEsterday I got the PS2 to PC gameport converter. THe thing is ok and working. Now playing emulated PSX in my PC like playing real PSX !

TOday I must do a lot on my ECE4705 and Biomedical assignment !

Monday, April 14, 2003

I did a bit on my C167 programming. I manage to send pulses via PWM. I am still figuring out how to receive the input via the analog port P5.

Alhamdulillah
Hmmm ... woke up a bit late . Hmmm .. sleepy

Sunday, April 13, 2003

Alhamdulillah, finally the assignment is complete. After the long hour of writing and editing, I think I want to rest for a while .... huh ...
It was raining heavily !
Now writing in the library
Well, my group and I should be finishing the management B assignment by today. Need to submit it tomorrow!
Oh ... the PS2 to gameport converter has not arrived yet . Well , got to wait till then :)

Oh. LAst night I went to gather at my friends house at Dennis street. Khalis as MC and Ahmad as presenter . His topic is about 'ilmu batin' or soul knowledge (its like a bit psychic for some people :) ... I also explained about the islamic camp last week to them.

OK. Continue with life !
Alhamdulillah, finally the template (for this blog) is FIXED !

Just now I have done a bit of coding for Instruction DEcode for the Simulator (ECE4705). :)

Friday, April 11, 2003

Today I felt happy. I like this feeling :)

Thesis requirement analysis done. Ehe ... finally my fren brought the phone! Management assignment in good progress. Maybe I will receive my PS to Gameport converter.
Alhamdulillah . Thank you Allah for everyting.

Oh, I need to go to the robotics students meeting. Only for 30 minutes though so that I can do Jumaat prayers :)

Thursday, April 10, 2003

Today I need to go early to uni. Need to meet my supervisor. It's just to sign the requirement analysis document.

This is really early :)

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

Alhamdulillah ... finally I can find the book for my computer subject. Peterson and Henessy : Computer Organization - Hardware/Software interface. The price was almost like the one in Malaysia ($30) .... my dua came true finally.
Alhamdulillah!

Oh. I also got some Anime from friends :) but I dunno whether I can watch it or not (do I have the time ?)
Ohayou! Now I must make this morning better than yesterday's :) Must continue my C programming!

It is raining today but alhamdulillah I manage to go to the mosque. It is Allah who made us go there right ?

Monday, April 07, 2003

OK. Tonight I must do my C Programming!
Alhamdulillah , manage to update it! Just one comic but I am satisfied with it :)
Now I am feeling like updating my website : http://www.ikomik.cjb.net . It was not updated since January this year. Well , I hope many people will benefit from it.

Thank you Allah for giving me this Anime-style drawing skills ( I think it is not ANime enough :> ).
Today I go to uni quite late. He he , I was playing Priston Tale for a while and then did a bit on my thesis Requirement Analysis report. Then I manage to finish one of comic for SINAR ( www.welcome.to/sinaronline) and for my webpage (www.ikomik.cjb.net) . Maybe I will bring my C167 and plugpack back home so that I can do my thesis research tonight :)

Hmmm ... I need to reduce my time playing games. Get Serious kamal san!

Sunday, April 06, 2003

Today I went to a very good program. It's about islamic awareness. Well, not many people taught about this. Not many people care about what is happening to Islam now. People mostly care about themselves , right ?

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

Today I just helped my friend to use Nero . Hmmm ... I played Proston Tale and it seems to be vey addictive . BTW , I have just completed the .//HAck twilight series !